question/a bit of a vent

is it reasonable to be really freaked out over surgery, even though it's a really minor, outpatient procedure?

there's something wrong with my gallbladder (you guys can look it up if you're curious) that's been making me really ill and miserable, and there's a possibility i have to get it removed via surgery

it's apparently simple and easy, and my mom had hers removed but.. just the thought of it happening has been stuck in my mind since it was brought up to me for a multitude of reasons

i've never had an entire organ, even if it's not one that's necessary, removed before. if it's taken out, i have to probably take supplements to cover for it for the rest of my life.

ugh, i'll remove this journal later, i think i'm making myself more miserable just writing it. everything's really sucked lately, but to anyone worried about me being quiet- i'm surviving.